SearchingSirocco

 There are no limits to how many times a person can start something.  I have rolled over my willpower so many times that it has now started affecting me.  But once again, here I am trying to start again and begin again another chapter of my life.  The only thing I need is Karma and the only thing I need is to take action.  Will talk about the action in a while. Stay tuned. 

 Day 1 - March 1 - 2022 I have finally started my journey of no fap and no smoke where I have vowed to quit these two things forever.  It was not done by me but it was done by the God.  Shivji, Krishniji, Hanuman ji and My eternal Goddess Sai Pallavi came inside my stomach and sat there.  Krishna ji started his chakra in vertical postition to which Hanuman ji attached his gada and Shivji made it run. Sai pallavi lit the diya and made the wheel run.  I fapped last night and smoked one last time and it was not pleasreful. It was my last time so I wanted it to be very special. However it turned to be a not so exciting adventure.  But anyways, I meditated for a long time last night which is a relief for me.  The new life begins now.