SearchingSirocco

Today as I was jogging, i realized that i have a mask on my face. Due to lockdown, i don't go anywhere without the mask. Not because I am too cautious about my health but my parents, they shout at high decibels if i don't wear them. Looking at the average number of people who are getting corona and the number that are getting killed i can tell you that I am not anymore afraid of corona. Not many people are dying of it. More people die of accidents on road than they die from corona. Europe is even considering me for Nobel price for my noble research. hehehe.. Anyways, so i removed the mask to breathe some air because while you are jogging you need as much air as much possible. Another ground breaking discovery of mine. So i removed it and wufff... what a breath of freah sir having scent of flowers, grass, pollens, fresh oxygen, also carbon dioxide as it was early morning mixed with dust, enemy pollens and piss smell from nearby toilet gave me a feeling that life is much b

Damn it. I was demotivated last night. Everything was black in front of me and I didn't know what to do. Then suddenly it struck to me that what if I keep a track of everything. I mean just write down every activity that I am doing. Won't I feel motivated to know how much I am doing every minute of the day? I picked a diary and start doing work and damn it really kept me motivated. Every week there is one day when I feel demotivated and feel that nothing will ever happen for me and that is the time when I feel everything stops working for me. I just have to lose this day and keep myself motivated all the time. 

Yes, it is true that there is no limit to how many times you can restart what you really want to do. I think at times when you begin doing things, even you wouldn't know where it will end up. It is not necessary to every time know that what will be the end result of what you are going to do. No one knows anything really. You can only predict what you are really thinking. A person becomes achiever when he moves on to achieve things in life right from the beginning. It is not a habit that one can grow over time. I have to develop it. 

Well, books say that you should think and grow rich but in my opinion, thinking is the biggest detriment to success. The more you think, the more it paralyzes you and the more you are unable to take any action. I think I should be, and anyone should be, more action-oriented after all it is the actions that bring in more results. Right now at this age where I have spent so much time of my life to groom myself for the success I think the time has come for me to take action rather than brood about consequences. Hmmm... More action from now on.

So another day.... another revelation and another beginning. The most important thing I learned today is that I have to seek limelight if i have to get successful. One cannot desire for success by bypassing people. Damn it, sometimes i wonder that why did i even stopped reading books. I think my life is going to take a huge turnaround and i am going to be a huge success. Only time will tell. Let's wait and watch.