103. I will win, Not sure what, but i will win

The normal course of action for any person in my case would be to do the sane thing. But not me, no sir. I have done so many things to fuck my own ass and then laugh at myself for doing it. I don't have a girlfriend and damn these girls who look so fake these days that intelligent girls are either fat or ugly. I want the perfect combination even though I am intelligent but little ugly from world's point of view. I am beautiful from inside. My kidney, heart, intestine, inside skin are all beautiful but I guess no one cares about that. People care about things they can see and that is their problem - their eyes, I think everyone should be poked needles in their eyes right when they are eye to make them blind, that way this world will become a better blinded place, except we have to leave one person with eyes so that he can poke needle in other people's eyes, we can't risk a blind man poking on a person's body just to find the right place to poke. It will be a cruel thing to do. Gandhi on screen, when acting for a movie, said that eye for an eye will make the whole world blind. I thin that is not true because people are not that honest, people will beat the shit out of you, give you bone fractures for playing with their eyes, let alone taking away their eye. Gandhiji was talking about an ideal scenario which I think does not exist. People don't always do the exactly same thing that you do to them, sometimes they do more and sometimes they do less, it is often more though. I will win one day, I don't know what I want to win but just saying it gives me confidence that someday after my death some hollywood producer might want to make a film on my life then he would need a promo shot and I want it to be me shouting "I will win", what i win can be a part of fiction that writer has to come up with.   

  

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